SimoneCatz

2009-11-21T02:41:00.000-08:00

On 21st Nov 2009,

Dear 'Psychology',

Well well...
Seems like i'm back to visit my own blog.
Kinda on leave for 2 weeks currently and there are so much things i need to do in workplace.
"Crabs & Prawns"...
Laziness activating inside me...
I just received the latest news that my new departure date to U.S.A fall on 19th Dec 2009.
So i guess 3 to 4 weeks left...
But seriously speaking, i wouldn't want anyone to send me off, definitely not because i will cry but instead there won't be any particular reason for this.
On the 19th, i had a meet-up with Miss J. and her fren, Miss T.
Actually in here, i kinda want to mention regarding Miss T.
I knew her on the day, 19th, itself.
I wouldn't know how to describe the feelings i had for our first encounter.
Its just ... kinda... u know... Undescribable!
I enjoyed such 'feeling'.
It was surprising thing for me when i came to know she is a part-time model.
But there is not the surprising factor instead...
She really really do have the photogenic face.
Jesus!
I din't really see myself having any further step between us coz time tells everything.
So what's the rush?
Comforty is the priority!!!
Somemore, i mean it was very very rare that a girl actually did such a 'romantic' thing for her bf...
Oh my...
Kinda jealousy...
Thinking back... of what i had did for my ex-gfs...
Silly me...
Haa...
Anyway, the 3 of us had a great time on the 'Prawning & Challenge" session.
Full of laughter me and Miss T.
We are competing each other, teasing each other here n there...
I wondered does she feel the 'comforty' on that day itself...

I wonder.....

2009-10-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

On 22nd Oct 2009,

Dear "Compressed Hearty",

Well, well...
Seems like i am really really so long since i write anything in my blog.
There are so many times that i wanted to but then...
"Busy Busy Busy!!!"
Finally, 'Upz' happen and 'Downz" happen...
So with a combination = "Upz and Downz"?
Lolz
haa...
Okay okay...
Anyway i have been saying so many regarding my trip to San Diego that it freak me out.
Why?
Keep on changing schedule dates...
So frustating!!!
Right now, the latest news is I'll be departing for San Diego on the 21st Dec 2009.
Somehow i don't know why but inside me, i am so in a urge to leave S'pore.
I just feel that i am no longer as happy as before if i am in homeland...
Crappy...
I just want to shout, scream, jump.... whatever i can.
I need FRUSTATION!!!
Give me a "Devilish Wings!!!"

2009-09-30T13:36:00.000-07:00

Hooohhhhhhhh

In the heart
Of the night
Where it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh ohhhhh

I looked down
And my shirts turning red
I'm spinning around
Felt her lips on my neck
And her voice in my ear
Like I missed you
Want you tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down (my heart)
Soldier down (my heart)

Thought I moved
More than on
Thought I could
Fool her charm
I really wanna go
But I can't leave her alone
Ohhhh ohhhh

Hear the sound
Of a love so loud
I just can't (I just can't)
I just can't ignore this feeling
Said she misses me
And she wants me
Wants me tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down (my heart)
Soldier down (my heart)

In the heart
Of the night
When it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor,oh oh

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart (soldier down)
She aimed and she shot me (soldier down)
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist (I can't resist)
And I can't be hit (no,I can't)
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down (my heart)
Soldier down (my heart)

Straight through my heart
Straight through my heart
Soldier down (my heart)
Soldier down (my heart)
My heart, my heart
Straight through my heart
Soldier down (my heart)
Soldier down (my heart)

Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhhhh

2009-09-29T13:58:00.001-07:00

2009-09-27T19:31:00.001-07:00

2009-09-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

2009-09-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

2009-08-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

On 21st Aug 2009,

Dear "Birth-day",

Well... i guess i'm one year older again.
Hmm... Time do flies fast.
Things started, things happen, things change...
Ups & downs...
I learnt something...
I wasn't really expecting anyone to drop by a message to me but of course i still do looking forward some of my precious frens.
Although it was an expected message from u guys but then the feeling u guys gave me, i would say its totally different.
Its special...
Thanks to Mr K. and your gf for the gift.
Thanks to Miss (M&M) for the message. (*It do touched my heart*)
Thanks to Miss H. for the message. (*You never fail to drop by a message every year*)
Thanks to Miss M. for the message. (*I guess its through the FB bah. Lolz*)
Thanks to many many more...
Thank you all to my dearest frens...

On the 22nd, it was kinda a 'muscling' day...
Around 12 noon, me and Mr L. and Mr K. went to 'gymming' session, followed by 'watery' session and lastly 'jaccuziing' session...
Haa...
After that, we got a healthy lunch having 'Subway' (*Not the train*)
I got myself a 6-inch sandwich but it wasn't enough so i got myself another 6-inch.
Lolz.
U know...'Honey Oaty' with 'Subway melty' and 'Extra cheesey' and 'Lettury' and 'Cucumby'...
Not to miss out 'Honey Mustard'.
Its terrific!

In the night, had a meet-up session with Miss S.
She is doing well...
We had a small catching up while i was cleaning up my car and she (*as usual*) playing her Psp...
Haa...
After that, we drove to Balestier Rd for some BKT.
Memories...
(*Food still nice sia...*)
Lolz
Went back to her house, mj session...
Won a few bucks...
nah... gave all to her...

2009-08-08T10:24:00.000-07:00

2009-07-28T13:16:00.000-07:00

On 29th July 2009,

Dear "Marley n me",

Goshz...
Tonight wasn't a pleasant night cosz i happen to watch this touching n sorrow movie...
---> "Marley & me"
At the starting, it was a laughing stock out of it n u know... saddening stuffs come along.
Afterall, maybe that's part of life?
Gonna face such thing...
I do wish i can have a 'Best fren' in the near future n the viewing of 'Snowing'.
Hmm...
Nothing much to write tonight...
But one thing for sure is that i got some great pics to be taken tmr night.
It will be better with a little bit of "Snowrain".
Nite, Diary...

ChEeRsss....

2009-07-27T11:50:00.000-07:00

On 28th July 2009,

Dear "Definitely, Maybe...",

Today weather was kinda fine windy day...
(*Duhz.. its such a common sentence.*)
Let's put it this way...
---> "Wow! Its definitely or maybe a fine day!!!
(*Sounds cool*)

haa... alright alright.
Well, basically i was kinda waiting for the sun to set down so that the 4 of us can kinda back to our "polluted" room and get on to our "DVD manic session".
We bound to have all kinds of gossiping & jokes to share.
Lolz.
Its a pity for me that i din't get to go for jogs or "gymmy" session.
Damnz...
I think i am kinda gonna get used to the "laziness" in Brunei...
Let's be cool be myself...
12 more days...
(*I... guess?*)

I was kinda worried abt my fren, Mr A., back in S'pore...
Something 'threatening' is happening on him...
Although i know that i can't do much cos i'm in overseas, but still i am still worried.
Afterall, we are frens...
Sometimes its hard to know what are the thoughts in ladies' mindset...
Its just kinda like it may look 'simple' in the outside but its actually 'complicated' in the inside.
Well... Let's face the reality?

Anyway back to Brunei...
Alright, i just finished watching this movie, "Definitely, maybe..."
I simply love watching such show with such plot...
Its nice, great, romantic?
(*Er... no more words to describe abt it.*)

Alright alright...
Time for the trip to "dreamland"...
Early work in the morning...
"Hur hur"

2009-07-26T12:58:00.000-07:00

On 27th July 2009,

Dear "HaPpY BiRtHdAy...",

To Miss I,

Today is your birthday, my dearest fren...
Its really kinda a sweet 'Fate & Destiny' that we actually bounce on each other online...
I wouldn't know how to describe it but then... although we may be far away from each other, our so-called even known frenship is a sweetest one.
Special thanks to this 'Fate & Destiny..'.
So 'BeSt WiShEs'...

Last night, i was having a Dvd movie seesion with my collegues in our room.
(*In brunei of course...*)
The 3 of us were watching a Japanese love drama...
Watching halfway through, suddenly Mr L. said,
"The guy in the show did so many things for his love one...haa."
"I wondered who in world will willingly do 2 times as much as his/her do sia.."
In my thoughts...
My mind flip through...
I wanted to voice and say, "I do..."
But then, i keep quiet instead...
haa... why? I also wouldn't know...

Thinking back...
I am kinda proud of myself cos i do change myself alot for my ex-love one...
Well..
In the past,
1.) I never really like to memorise things...
(*But i did remember every numbers in her...*)
2.) I never really like to cook...
(*But i did prepare a simple meal in her...*)
3.) I never really like to tidy up...
(* But i did tidy up room in her...*)
4.) I never really like to wake up early...
(*But i did wake up early in her...*)

haa... That's so many 'I never' & 'I did'...
Life?
Maybe like a 'Cookies & Brownie cake', i guess...

2009-07-20T12:12:00.000-07:00

On 21st July 2009,

Dear "No sore loser...",

Hmm...
Tonight was the 14th day in Brunei for work detachment...
To many ppl, it was a boring country...
But as a matter of fact, i would say it is a place where u don't have to stress yourself, u don't have to rush yourself...
Life is peaceful n relaxing...
Just nice when i was kinda tired over my work n personel stuffs, i kinda needed a good break...
A month is a good period of time...
Eventually, of course, i miss my parents, my frens, my loved ones...
Not to forget all the Miss "LeTtErS"...
You know who u are...

Right now,
I am lying on my bed...
Air-con running...
Covering myself with blanket...
With my lappy on my legs...
My fingers typing away...
Thinking through lots of stuffs...

I had a lot conversations & discussions with my collegues...
(*Actually they are more than collegues...*)
We talked abt life, guys, ladies, beer...
Haa...
U know... (*Guys talk*)
What guys need in life, what ladies need in life...
Haa...
At least i get to have listening ears n advisors...
(*Did i spell correctly...Lolz*)

To Miss M.,
You are no sore loser...
What you did just somehow put a relief in yourself...
A burden just put down, away from your shoulders...
It is something that a goody life u are going to start...
Why worry?
We have to go through this stage to see more happenings...
"HaPpY-Go-LuCkY"
Hooray!
"Jia You Wor!!!"

ChEeRsss...

2009-07-13T12:14:00.000-07:00

On 14th July 2009,

Dear "Baby Nephew Davion's birthy day",

Today is my baby nephew, Little Davion's birthy day!
Although i am overseas now (*currently at Brunei*), i miss him so much sia...
haa...
He is always adorable to me!!!
He will always show his smiley face to me when i do the 'superman' to him...
"HaPpY BiRtHdAy!!!"
"BeSt WiShEs!!!"

Wow... it seems like its been such a long time since i visited my old blogging website sia...
Just kinda out of sudden feel like writing something in my blog although i always told my frens i have mislead the usage of writing my blog...
Duhz...
Afterall, i will pay a visit whenever i feel like it?
Life is that so...
Kinda miss some frens of mine...

To Miss (M&M),
Just read up your blog recently and i am very shocked to see that u hurt yourself in a fall...
It kinda makes a hurtful feeling when seeing such injury u got there...
From the deepest heart of mine, i pray that the 'nasty bluey wound' will go off asap...

To Miss S.,
Just kinda miss you though...
Its been quite awhile we contact each other...
Trying to find a reason to have a chat with you but it seems like both of us are stubborn ppl.
Well... i wish everything will went smooth for u.

To Miss N.,
Not to worry that i am currently not in Singapore.
I bet u miss our chilling out session and our movie session but nevertheless u are never been forgotten.
Rest assured that.

2009-06-26T11:18:00.000-07:00

2009-05-23T02:40:00.000-07:00

On 23rd May 2009,

Dear "Retrospection",

2 days ago was a special day for a fren of mine...
Memories just make me recalled everything...
I do miss those days when we were together...
But i do know its over...
Well, what do u know, i am a human being not just a guy.
I do need some sorrow and memories...
Forget abt the pride...
When u love someone, u will push it all out with no doubt.
Do u agree?
A magical feeling? A fate bridge?
U name it...
Its obviously everywhere...
Its all in our hands...

Sometimes some things really wasn't that easy to forget...
Stood up, breathe in hard and give a good loud shout!
U forget it for that moment and who knows... sometimes it get worse...
Duhz...
Its all consolation prize...
(*i need a first prize for that*)

Yesterday, Mr K. told me this, "I know u like to stay back and work <--- Sarcastic*)
Well, i wanted to tell him that, "Now i have a career here, i know its a responsibility to finish my work."
Lame?
I thought so...

Arhh.....
I need a new desktop and a honda accord and a lappy...
S*****!
What have i done to myself..?
I got a bad bad weakness...
----> I don't cherish things...
OiNk! OiNk!

2009-05-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

On 11th May 2009,

Dear "You are never been forgotten but..."

Today is a special day for "someone"...
No name mention... No symbol of letter...
Out of sudden, i started to recall in the past that every year i will celebrate this special day for her...
I really din't expect that this year i din't do anything...
What a "laugh"...
Sometimes i really wondered whether am i an existance in her life or just a passer-by...
For this time, maybe i shouldn't be the one start the approach, i mean what's the point when things will just go back to the way it is...
Maybe i just give myself a break by being selfish abit with a little bit of "Don't care" manner...
I really don't like the feeling that i have to face anyone and tell him/her what i did...
I really find it senseless, if u can't see it or can't feel it, then i will find it pointless to say out...
Lame... Lame...
Actually alot of things is, "不能说的秘密 ...."
Anyway just kinda want to wish her all the best wishes...

Last night, i meet up with my buddy who just came back from brunei...
He took me to Arab street to try out the "Shisha".
Actually the place has a good ambient atmosphere, its kinda cool...
Something new to try...
It wasn't addicted as smoking but a simple relaxation...
We kinda talk abt Scuba diving stuffs...
Kinda interested to take up the courses which included a trip to tioman sia...
Cool!!!
Maybe i was thinking should i go tioman first or USA first...
Thinking... thinking....

2009-05-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

On 6th May 2009,

Dear "So-called friendship..",

Hmm...
"So-called frenship..." Such a joke in a life.
Sometimes i really don't how to start regarding this or maybe should i say that we should just simply leave it to fate on how it going to lead us...
It just kinda disappointing...
I always find things amusing in the way it was...

I find myself kinda silly n naive cos i always believe life can be lovely if we are strong enough...
But most of time, life is never lovely cos it was caused by things and even humans...
I really hate it when you tends to tell me what i should do and what i should not do when u are not even in my shoes.
You doesn't know at all how much pain n sorrow that i have to swallow...
You just want to make yourself all the way to top without knowing the reason behind how u did it.
I simply just could'nt find any reason to continue.

Sigh... i feel kinda abit relieved after throwing my sorrow to my fren and writing all my nonsense in this blog...
Thank you my fren to be my listening ear...

ChEeRsss...

2009-04-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

On 22nd Apr 2008,

Dear "Kinda hold my fists",

Hmm... I have been holding my fists all the while.
Now i am letting out of myself.
"Angel's heart & Devil's wings"
For the past few weeks, i have been quite an workcoholic!
Maybe because of my work & responsilibity?
I have been trying to show my leadership and motivation.
Wa... It really wasn't easy sia.
But everyday is a big step for me to work all the way to a better performance n position.

Meanwhile working, i miss some of my frens...
For "A",
I just want to say that although i did mention that you need me as a close fren who u can talk and lend as a listening ear...
Maybe partially it was a lie...
Cos the fact is that sometimes i have to admit that out of blue, i will just miss you...
Even though if we were to meet just once when i am doing night shift...
Well, i will be looking forward to this meeting...
But nevertheless, i just know how to control my expression n feelings.
I do know where i stand...
Once a fren, always a fren...
Stay happy always, my fren...

For "B",
I do not know what to say...
Its been quite some time since i contact you after our argument.
For so long we known each other, it really surprised me that in your eyes i am such a person.
Sometimes i really kinda want to list all the things that i do in front you or behind you for the past years we known each other but i really see no point...
Some things i believe i do not need to spell it out.
I can only say that till now i have no regrets...
For this time, i have to hold my stand...
Sometimes i do have my pride, not everything i have to give in.
Its alright if u don't want to listen to my advice but then u can't accuse me just like that.
In here, i still sincerely hope that you are doing fine...

For "C",
I can say that you are the "Serendipity" fren i know...
Although its just 2 weeks...
But i would call this "2 weeks" a "Fate & Destiny".
No regrets, No cry...
Only fun & laughter & emotional love...
Sometimes i will just know what will be the next sentence u will say...
You have been given the blessing n warmth of love u ever had...
Hmm... What can i say?
"What's next?"

For "D",
In my life, u are really a "Question Mark"...
A "Question Mark" which only have sweet memories...
Our story?
Hmm... i guess its " 不能说的秘密 "...

August month will be the month i depart and to USA i go...
Woo....

2009-04-14T13:57:00.000-07:00

2009-04-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

On 11th April 2009,

Dear "Let rain falls...",

On thurs,
Went to meet a buddy of mine who just came back from brunei.
We do some catching up for our own trip to Brunei & Thailand.
On that day itself, we went to Vivo City...
Well, it was kinda "well-planned" by him.
Lolz.
Well... i din't really say much cos at least i enjoyed reading books at 'PageOne' bookstore.
In the night we went back to Yishun to have dinner and awaited our other buddy to arrive to meet up.
Guess what?
In the end, we actually went to Mr K.'s house to play SF4.
Hahaha...
Thrilling night sia...

On fri,
Meet up with 4 of my sec classmates.
Mr W. who just came back from Australia surprised me by telling me that he is going married on May.
Congrats!!!
Its been such a long time since we do gathering.
For the whole day, we went parklane and enjoyed gaming.
Lolz.
Simply remind us of old days...
We played L4D the whole day...
Cool game.
In the night, went to meet Mr Z. for a chat n puff at LS.
Quite a tiring day...

Well... What can i say?
Sometimes i don't really understand what's wrong...
Kinda tired.
When on earth did i tell you to keep???
At the first place when i was at thailand, i told u over the phone regarding the your current situation and the financial thing that it wouldn't be advisable to keep.
I said its not easy and its gonna be a tough one along the way.
But of course i do know myself that i am not in the situation to make any decision for you so i asked you to consider carefully.
Over the phone, you told me your answer is "No".
So i said okay and i told you that i will help you settle the necessary stuffs.
And the next thing is your answer is "Yes".
I also can't say much cos its your decision.
Now you tell me that i got advise you to keep.
When i try to defend myself, you said u don't want to argue and u will just let me win.
What the...???
Well... If u still really gonna think that i got said such thing, i also don't want to say much.
I did explained the whole situation and the consequences to you and asked you to reconsider carefully at the very starting lor.
Just go and recall back.

Haiz... Tonight i don't want to say much.
"I just want to laugh at myself..."

2009-04-09T11:14:00.000-07:00

Toys...

Toys...

Toys...

Toys...

At a cafe...

A picture of a picture...Lolz.

A great restaurant to dine in at Korat...

Dart War!!! haha...

This is fabulous breakfast at a cafe in Thailand...

The book i read...

Oh... so adorable...

Hey cuties...

Cute sia...

Sushi!! for dinner!!!

A picture in Bangkok

Picture of Mrt station at Bangkok...

Taken in Bangkok...

Ready for a take-off...

An Unforgettable place to dine in...

A night scenary..

I love the food in this restaurant called "Shandong"...

A Sweet Display...

2009-04-07T01:32:00.000-07:00

On 7th April 2009,

Dear "Mind Gaming & Test",

Greek Myths Collected By Simone:

Have you ever heard of that there is a legendary snow mountain?
Its a snow mountain created by the tears of lovers...
There will be a barrier of love.
Once, lots of people trying to spend the rest of their lifetime to reach the peak of the snow mountain...
Legend says that those who reach the peak of the snow mountain gonna experience the true emotional of love...

In modern times, i witness a storytale from Miss N,
It was mentioned by her that when a boy love a girl, its a norm.
It was mentioned by her that when a girl love a boy, its was also a norm.
And finally in conclusion by her, she discovered that if a boy love a girl and the same girl love the same boy back...
Well... She told me that it was a "Magic feeling".
It was indeed a magical description by her.

According to a very famous Greek Myth,
Legend passed down saying that in the ancient times, Humans are actually created by Gods.
But came to a day that Gods were in the fear that Humans might overpowered them so Gods decided to spit Humans into "Man and Woman".
So as centuries passed, Humans have been searching for their other half...
Have you found yours?

ThE EnD...

Recently i was busy clearing up my work schedule, it was fully packed.
I was kinda exhausted so i decided to get a week leave break.
Well, basically, got to clear up some of the mess in my room and also in search for more information to help out my sis-in-law for our future opening of cafe.
(*Still in process*)
After coming back from Thailand, kinda want to concentrate more on my financial status.
For now, got a little info on earning bucks but nevertheless efforts got to put in.

2009-03-28T04:11:00.000-07:00

On 28th March 2009,

Dear "I'm back?",

Well... What can i say...
I'm back after 6 weeks away from homeland and living at Thailand.
This time round, i came back quietly with no one knowing abt it, not even my parents...
Somehow i just want to remain silent abt my return, maybe trying a simple test out of it.
But one important thing is that i'm really glad to see my parents...
I simply miss them so much.
Its just beyond description of words...
Some of my frens were really sweet...
They were glad that i'm back in S'pore.
Thank you frens...

Lots of things happened during this period of time...
I was surprised for what i heard.
I was even disappointed in myself as "Nanny"...
I know i have failed my responsibility, i was down regarding what has happened...
I can only said "Sorry" quietly in my heart for you...

Anyway i do admit that i enjoyed my work and fun at Thailand.
Went to Bangkok and Korat.
I even know how to travel around alone in Thailand, i love taking their so-called LRT.
Did lot of shopping.

To Miss N,
I really want to say a good "thanks" to her...
Although we knew each other for a short while, but i do know that i am glad to know you.
Its like we are fated to be frens and promoted to Buddies...
Really thanks...

To Miss M&M,
For you, i don't have to say much...
Cos you yourself should know that i really do appreciate in everything what you did or said.
Although we had the teasing arguement in our conversation but we both know that we do care for each other.
I won't said how much important you are to me cos i feel that i myself know is good enough.

For Feb and March months,
It was a special meaning of months to me.

For Feb,
Its the 4th Year Tragic Anniversary for me...

For March,
Its the end of the ROVW...

I hold the pain inside me when i was at Thailand.
It was a different feeling when u endure through the pain overseas.
Somehow i feel better, i also don't know the reason behind.

There is so much things i want to write in here but i think pictures tells everything.
Uploading pictures soon...

2009-02-08T10:19:00.000-08:00

2009-02-07T11:57:00.000-08:00

2009-02-06T11:23:00.000-08:00

2009-02-03T12:13:00.000-08:00

On 4th Feb 2009,

Dear "Different Kind Of Mood",

This week i had a very different week cos i had totally different kind of mood each day...
U can simply name them,
Got 'Sad'
Got 'Moody'
Got 'Angry'
Got 'Happy'
Got 'Exciting'
Got 'Surprise'
Hahaa...
Basically, anyone got such moods everyday...
Lolz.

But this week is kinda a 'Surprise' for me cos i received a last minute call from my workplace that i'll be going Thailand next week.
One of my collegues got something on and in the end he can't make it for the trip so me as a reserve had to take his place.
In conclusion, i had to go for a 2 months work detachment.
I called up a few of good frens regarding this trip.
Some of them are sweet enough to show care n concern asking me to be careful.
Some of them din't picked up the call, maybe they are busy i guess.
This time round i got to save a sum of money from this trip.

Another 'Surprise' is that i had a few words with my supervisor...
He told me that my promotion will be back-dated where i was supposed to have it during Jan.
Actually, i wasn't really that excited...
I don't even know why...
Maybe cos after so many happenings, i just feel that its nothing much important to me anymore...
I only know that my responsibility is there...

Last but not least...

"U can't treat me the same as other guys cos i can tell u that my character wise is beyond your imagination"

"So u don't tell me what i should and what i should not do"

2009-01-30T01:21:00.000-08:00

On 30th January 2009,

Dear "Bitter & Sweet Moments",

Wow... its been such a long time sice i wrote my blog.
Maybe i'm tired or basically i had nothing much to write in my blog.
But recently something did happen and i know abt some truths so i decided to write abt how i feel regarding the whole thing.

Well, Let's see...
On Sunday itself, it was "除夕".
Actually at the start of the CNY, i had a low feeling that i am not going to be enjoying myself.
True enough, even during the reunion dinner, i din't had any conversation with my family.
The feeling was so weird...
In the night, i went out to join my frens, Mr K. and Mr A.
We had jokes and laughter but still we felt bored in the end.
Lolz...

On Monday itself, it was "初一".
In the early morning, i was supposed to go out with my parents to go "Bai Nian".
But to my surprise, my mum did allowed me to stay at home to continue my dreamland...
Lolz...
Actually basically i shouldn't be so lazy but then i just have no mood to go "Bai Nian" at all...
(*Crabs & Prawns* sia)
So its just another boring day for me?
Duhz...

On Tuesday itself, it was "初二".
Every year at this day, i should be going to Malaysia to visit my grandma...
But u know...
I din't go...
Don't ask me why...
Cos i don't even know why...
Duhz...

On Wednesday itself, it was the new beginning of a working day.
Most of my collegues had took leave.
I chose to take my leave on Christmas instead of CNY.
Why? Maybe i prefer ChRiStMaS Season.
Hee...
In the afternoon, i got a call from Miss S. and Miss J.
I was told that i was invited to a dinner at Miss S.'s house to have dinner with Miss S., Miss J., Miss K., Mr L., Mr M.
I agreed to go since its was CNY season and i din't had a chance to do catching up with them.
I reached her house around 8plus.
I was kinda touched that they actually waited up for me to have dinner together.
It was Miss S.'s mummy who wanted to wait for me to arrive.
I really do appreciate that.
We had a good gathering and of course a nice dinner...
In the night, we decided to go down to boat quay to have some drinks.
Guess what, before we went down, some of us actually had a misunderstanding.
We did quarrelled...
Basically, i was the victim...
Hmm.. anyway its over so let's throw the silly things behind us.
At least i realise and understand something from it.
Lolz...

On Thursday itself, it was a long conversation.
I went down to my collegue, Mrs B's place.
Her dad just passed away so i make a trip down to check on her.
She's fine, i'm glad...
At her place, i sat down with her and some other collegues.
Here come a funny part,
There was a guy appeared from behind and approached our table.
I couldn't recognise who was he...
Guess what...
He was actually Col. Andy from my workplace...
I was shocked...
Hahaha...
We had a good and long conversation, its more like a buddy buddy fren talk.
No ranks or no superior.
Cool...

2009-01-24T22:07:00.000-08:00

Mr W.'s Mitsubshi Lancer

Mr C.'s Honda Civic

Car washing session

Mr K.'s BMW Z4

A sweety dessert at Far East

'Living Room'

The receipt of the restaurant

2009-01-24T08:56:00.000-08:00

My meal of the day 'Pizza'

A full presentation of Miss (M&M) meal

A super nice appettizer

A small portion of the restaurant i ate in

A well-presented meal for Miss (M&M)

This restaurant simply looked like an inn

A small gift given by my brother and sister-in-law

2009-01-22T13:11:00.000-08:00

On 23rd January 2008,

Dear "Why....",

Today i got the most awful & terrible feeling i ever had in my whole life...
I don't want to write it out.

"Just one mistake is enough to destroy all the thoughtful & caring actions..."

Its really an awful feeling.
I really don't like such thing to happen on me...
I really hate it...

Tonight...
It simply let me feel that my confidence n pride reach the deepest bottom of the sea..
I always want to stay strong but this time i don't know who to turn to...

Why.................................

2009-01-19T20:24:00.001-08:00

2009-01-19T20:18:00.000-08:00

2009-01-18T09:14:00.000-08:00

On 19th Janurary 2008,

Dear "Heart-Breaking Road",

Well, this weekend i ganna enjoyed myself very much.
Been driving around n shopping around.
Indeed it was fun.
Here goes...

On fri,
I wasn't working but i still went back to my workplace cos there was an event going on.
It was our RSAF anniversary.
So we got to go back and do some celebrate.
Nothing much cos it was always almost the same activities happening.
But at least we din't need to work on friday.
(*That's one good thing for sure*)
Lolz.
The whole event ended around 2 plus and the moment i reached i dozed off.
I was pretty tired afterall.
For night time, i couldn't remember what i do.
Hahahaha.

On Sat,
To my surprise, i actually woke up early around 10am.
Saw my sister-in-law, Mrs J.
She was rushing for her work, she was kinda late.
I wouldn't want to see her making such a rush so i fetch her to work instead at Tampines Mrt.
Around 2 plus in the noon, went to Northpoint to meet my agent, Mrs J.
We had a chat and she told me about policy once again.
It ended around 4plus, i guess?
I was supposed to meet a fren of mine, Miss (*M&M*), but unfortunately she was busy with her studies and her meeting with her friend so we postponed our outing to Sunday instead.
Anyway i meet up with Mr K, the both of us went to Queensway Shopping Centre to do some shopping.
I need to get some CNY clothes before my mummy screamed at me.
Lolz.
Well, i managed to get 2 T-shirts which kinda interesting.
Then later, i brought Mr K. to "Heart-Breaking Road".
Hahaha... So much fun at "Heart-Breaking Road".
We went to Jurong Point in the end.
Wow... I din't know that Jurong Point changed so much!
So much till we actually couldn't find our ways to my car.
(*Can u imagine that!*)
But i must admit that there were really alot of restaurants and shopping stuffs.
Worth a trip to Jurong Point.
At night, we went back to Yishun to meet Mr A. and his gf, Miss M.
We had our dinner and after the dinner, i offered to send them back to Miss M.'s house before the rest of us chill outside.
Guess what, she actually lived at lower delta which was around Bukit Merah area.
We were supposed to arrive her house earlier but we ended up making a big round before reaching her house.
(*Its a laughing stock*)
It was indeed a "Whole Day Driving"!

On Sunday,
I meet up with Miss (*M&M*)...
We met up at Bugis street because we agreed to went bugis street to "Bai Bai" at the temple and do some shopping.
First, she brought me to eat some desserts, "Ah Chew Desserts".
It was fanastic n delicious!
We wanted to go Bugis Street but it was so packed that we gave up the idea.
In the end, we walked around in the Bugis.
For dinner, we had "Ma Maison".
(*A restaurant with a mixture of Japanese n Western style*)
The feeling is like u are in an Inn.
A relaxing feeling.
We enjoyed one of the appettizer called, "Potato with Mustard n Mayonnise"
Its worth the price!
(*Sorry, no price amt mentioned here*)
Of course, i did send her home safely.
We had a good conversation and we were really full of "Crabs & Prawns".
I wouldn't know what to say much but a "V" sign for you...

2009-01-17T22:05:00.000-08:00

2009-01-16T03:54:00.001-08:00

2009-01-14T06:32:00.000-08:00

2009-01-12T09:21:00.000-08:00

On 13th Janurary 2008,

Dear "Guilty of the Day",

Today... I got a awful day...
Affecting factors?
1.) A Day of Rush Factor
2.) A Day of Selfish Act.
I let myself down on Sat.
I hardly can believe i actually break my principles in just a day and ended up causing shame to myself.
I myself find i am absolutely unforgiveable for what i did on Sat.
Shame on myself...
Arhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Who will know that letting myself go for just a day will reflect so much n so serious on myself...
I must learn to pick up again and share with others.
I just feel like keep on running and running and running...
To a neverending run!

I NEED TO BREATHE......

2009-01-12T09:18:00.000-08:00

2009-01-10T21:01:00.000-08:00

2009-01-09T08:48:00.001-08:00

2009-01-08T11:52:00.000-08:00

On 9th January 2008,

Dear "You are number 38th",

Hmm...
Its been quite some time since i update my blog.
Time passed by and things changed...
A new life, a new beginning?
I guess or not?
I was pretty busy with my work and personnel stuffs.
I have been quite mysterious n serious in things.
What can i say?
"Words" or "Someone" changes me?
Whatever...

"Illness" is bringing me down...
Memory loss is getting serious...
I don't have much time, i need to get things done asap.
I am starting to be tired le...
I need more time...

Today have been working whole day even though there wasn't much work.
I got to stay back to get my appointment done n steady.
Going to hand over all of them to my Mr L.
I wouldn't want to hand over a bundle of mess before i left for USA.
Its a responsibility.
At least a properly done job to hand over.
3 cheers for me that i am able to go thailand once again.

Jealousy is always there inside us but its just how we control it.
People change after getting what they want...
Is it really true or it only happen to some people?
Who knows? Except for yourself...
Never ever judge by appearance...
Physical appearance is deceiving...
Inner actions show everything...
You don't show people what u have been doing but because u want to do it...

2009-01-08T11:48:00.000-08:00

2009-01-07T11:09:00.000-08:00

2009-01-06T11:52:00.000-08:00

2009-01-03T22:10:00.000-08:00

2009-01-03T00:15:00.001-08:00

2009-01-03T00:02:00.000-08:00

2008-12-31T23:05:00.000-08:00

On 2nd Jan 2009,

Dear "A New Beginning",

Its the 2nd day of 2009...
Nothing special abt the year 2009 but i'm definitely looking forward to it.

Yesterday, i went to PS to have dinner with my frens at Cafe Cartel.
We had a good meal and a good catching up.
Everyone was fine, doing pretty well.
It wasn't that crowded afterall.
After the dinner, we had a singing session at the partyworld.
It was so expensive wor...
But the key point is that we enjoyed ourselves very much.
I keep on snatching the mike from my frens. (*hahaha*)
Naughty me sia...
(*Lolz*)

After the sing, i went to Bugis to join my frens.
We had a few pool games and my performance was damn lousy for that night.
Duhz....
In the end, we went back home.
Quite a boring night i had...
Lolz

Today, i stayed at home the whole day till night, i went to downtown east to catch a movie.
Damn nice movie!
Had a good conversation with Miss N. along the way back home.
She is an interesting and a "character" friend.
Just short of Mr L.
The 3 of us are "full of crabs & prawns" frens.
Hahaha

-------------------------------------------------------------
For the past few days, i din't go and read her blog le...
I have been thinking through abt the arguement these few days.
In my mind, i have been thinking,
"What's happening...What's wrong with her..."
All the while, i always feel that she is someone with a sweet smile and a polite manner even though she do have a short temper.
Unfortunately, after these few days, i just feel that i am very disappointed in her.
I always thought that she had changed for the better but now.......
Now then i realise the difference between us...
If she still want to think that i am a liar or a flirt or whatever she think.
I can't be bothered le.
You simply din't spare a thought for other ppl's feelings.
I ....just ....feel.... tired le...
I have been very patient towards her...
I just don't like the way she accuse me for no reason.
What "loser"?
She know that she is in the wrong but just don't want to admit it.
I do not know what kind of changes she have made... I feel that its the same.
Now then i realise that she is the one pretending to be nice...

2008-12-29T02:31:00.000-08:00

On 29th December 2008,

Dear "Give it a thought",

Sometimes i don't understand why are u always trying to insist that i am some kind of stalker who keep on pestering u.
How do u expect me to pester u when i din't even msg or called u everyday???
How do u expect me to pester u when i just simply read your blog without giving any comments???
I know you got your ways to find out who have been viewing your blog but u tell me what did i do wrong when i just simply read it only?
If i give or tag any comments regarding your blog, wouldn't it be even worse?

Meanwhile, u also think that i din't treat u nice as friend...
Haiz...
Do u really think that i never try to treat u nice as friend?
How do u expect me to do it when u said before that you don't even want to contact me and u keep saying that i am a liar.
U never even give me the chance to explain myself...

U keep on insisting that i am always a loser...
I feel that i am not a loser at all when i din't even do anything wrong.
Sometimes i really do hope that u can try to put yourself in my shoes for the past one year and ask yourself whether have i really been pestering you and not treating u nice as a friend?
If yes,
Then i believe you can give me a very good reason what did i do...

Do give it a thought...

2008-12-28T09:41:00.000-08:00

On 29th December 2008,

Dear "Wedding Dinner With Dad",

Today i had a very tiring day...
Maybe the weather was good, there was a small rain out of my window.
(*Lolz*)
Stayed at home the whole day watching videos and also taking care of baby, Davion...
In the evening, i was supposed to meet my friends up but my dad reminded me that i need to accompany him to a wedding dinner.
I totally forget about it.
Luckily, i din't went out in the morning.
It was at somewhere beside Liang Court.
At our table were all dad's friends, i can't really get into the conversation.
Totally different topics! (*Lolz*)
So i simply enjoyed the dishes.
I always love the first dish!

To "YOU",

Hey...
Right now, its so obvious that you read wrongly and give the wrong remarks.
I din't even laugh at you...
But it ended up that i'm the one being blamed.
Now who is the one, "死爱面子 and 死不认输"???
I would admit it if i did something wrong.
Why can't you?
We all learning from mistakes.
Nothing to laugh about it.
The thing is that we cannot deny the mistakes and accuse others instead.
Till now, have i ever accuse you before???

2008-12-27T23:34:00.000-08:00

On 28th December 2008,

Dear "What the",

Wa liao...
Can u read it properly?
I said "YOU" have already lose and not me.
Its very obvious that u misunderstand me cos u already can read wrongly.
Haiz....

2008-12-27T11:51:00.001-08:00

On 28th December 2008,

Dear "Feedback",

Thanks for the compliment...
I knew you would write such comments.
As a matter of fact, you have already lose...
(*Not trying to be sarcastic*)
But it doesn't matter whether to cheer for me or to laugh at you.
I don't wish to do that...
To be frank, actually i don't really enjoy such argument.
I mean what's the point...
I just don't understand why must u think of me in such a way.
Maybe both of us are fated to be in such a way...

Anyway do take care always... :)

2008-12-26T12:02:00.000-08:00

On 26th December 2008,

Dear "Crabs & Prawns",

Christmas just over but i would still said, "Merry Christmas"
Now here another comment i am going to make,

To "YOU",

From what u have written, it do sounds kinda sarcastic so in return i think i will put in abit of sarcastic words as well...
You mentioned that i am "SOMEONE" going to say that u are showing off and i will be jealous too.
Well, i think i have to make some explanantion & facts here.
Basically it really wonder me why would u said that i would say that u are showing off.
Till now, i din't even go around saying that u are someone trying to show off your stuffs or your life.
And i feel that u got the rights to write anything u want in your blog, nobody can comment on what u wrote.
I can assured u that i am definitely not that type of person that u think.
Most friends who know me will not say that i am such a person.
So i really don't know what's the reason why would u think this way.
I do hope that u don't try to put words into my mouth.

Whether i will be jealous or not, i think its up to me to feel.
I won't deny that i won't be jealous, i have nothing to hide.
I do admit that i am jealous at the starting cos i envy you and your bf but that doesn't mean that i am going to disturb your relationship or be jealous for the rest of my life...
For my character, i will never ever do such thing...
Pls don't sounds like i am super jealous of your relationship.
I only can said that i do envy your relationship.
Was it wrong for me to envy it?
And i din't even say anything regarding your relationship in my blog...
I also din't said that whatever u said in your blog are all fake...

When u mention that "i am old enough to think."
For this, i really have to say that in my life and for my age, the things i gone through is defintiely much more than u can ever imagined...
U seems to sound in a sarcastic way that i do not know how to think...
I am not going to explain what kind of life i had gone through cos i see there is no need to do so.
Only i know myself...

One more thing is that u mentioned that by saying "Thank you" cos u don't want anyone to think that u have no manner...
May i know who else besides me, you and your sis know abt it?
U think i am expecting a "Thank you" reply from u?
But i do admit that i am surprised when u msg me "Thank you" cos u said before in the past that you wouldn't want to contact me anymore.
I have to say that at that time, u are being polite to me but right now u are obviously telling me that u said "Thank you" because u wouldn't want anyone to think that u have no manner.
Whether u have manner or not, only you yourself know, why would u bother abt what ppl think of u?
Are u trying to tell everyone that u are someone with manner?
Basically, i feel that u do have manner inside u but somehow ppl around tends to mistaken u...
And did i ever say that u treat me very badly???
I din't even complain anything at all till now...

2008-12-26T03:41:00.000-08:00

On 26th December 2008,

Dear "The feel",

(最后的吻)

(带着淡淡的香烟味道)

(苦涩而令人心碎的香味)

(明天的这个时候)

(你会在哪里呢)

(又会想着谁呢)
You are always gonna be my love

(就算在以后的生命中和谁恋爱也好)
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
(直至新的歌曲再次推出)

(一度呆滞的时间)

(将会继续运转)

(剩下的尽是难以忘怀的事情)

(明天的这个时间)

(我一定会哭着)

(想起深爱过的你)
You will always be inside my heart

(在我心中永远给你留下一片空间)
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
(现在仍唱着悲伤的情歌)

(直至新的歌曲再次推出)
You are always gonna be my love

(就算在以后的生命中和谁恋爱也好)
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the noe
(现在仍唱着悲伤的情歌)
Now and forever

2008-12-26T02:07:00.000-08:00

2008-12-19T09:57:00.000-08:00

On 20th December 2008,

Dear "Planning & Planning",

Once again, i wasn't in a mood to go out today.
It was an early night for me.
I did went for a jog again.
Cool.

Today, i think i need to write some comments...

To "You",

(*If it is refering to me that u are talking about!*)
First of all, i really have to say that i am surprised n disappointed on u...
Friends who really know me well do know that i have good manner n patient character.
And i do know how to respect ladies.

I have to say that i do not just send Christmas card to u.
To tell the truth, for this year, i have send out 50 over Christmas Cards to all my friends n collegues.
The reason why i send out Christmas cards is because,
First, Christmas is my favourite season.
Second, i would also like to take the opportunity to show my appreciation of token to them for the year of 2008.
Third, they are really friends worth to have.
And i do not expect anything from them.
So whatever they are going to do with the Christmas cards, i couldn't say much.

Sadly, when u mentioned about throwing away the card, i must say that i am surprised.
You mentioned that i am someone u hate most..
I was even surprised...
And till now i din't even disturb u or scolded u or offend u or even contact u cos u do said before that u wouldn't want to contact me anymore.
There is once that u do show your politeness by saying "Thank you" to me when i give u and your sis each a small sovenior from overseas.
I thought our relationship wasn't that sour, at least we were not on bad terms anymore.
But still, i try not to contact u cos u do have a boyfriend and i wouldn't want to create too many misunderstandings.
I do respect u.

Unfortunately, u said that if i treat u nice as a friend, then u will treat me as friend too...
I am really shocked by what u said.
U mean when u said "Thank you" is an act of pretence???
Or are u saying i am not treating u nice as a friend?
How am i able to offend you when i din't even contact u or get into your life?
Lastly, u mentioned that i have been flirting and playing around with gals.
And also being a "Two headed snake".
Do u think i am such person or somebody told u???
I may have know alot of gals around but that doesn't mean that i flirt with all of them.
Do u know that u are tarnishing my reputation?
I really can't believe you would said such thing.
I am disappointed by what u said.
I can understand u do have a short temper but u can't just accuse me just like that.
I mean how do u feel if i accuse u without any proof at all.

2008-12-16T13:37:00.000-08:00

On 17th December 2008,

Dear "In the middle of the night",

In the middle of the night, i actually went for a jog after my work.
Strange hur...
My mind was full of thoughts which really buzzes me.
Questions! Questions!
No answer to all.
All the questions start coming when i knew abt the early promotion.
Its like ending all my "Playing" mood and get on a brand new career.
Haha... (*Crabs & Prawns???*)

My mood quite tone down these few days...
I simply don't like that kind of feeling. (*It suckz*)

Right now, i just hoping for a working trip to Thailand & Pakistan & USA!!!

2008-12-13T12:49:00.000-08:00

On 14th December 2008,

Dear "3 years",

Today i went to collect my handphone at CWP.
Was pretty happy about it but unfortunately i discovered that i couldn't send out message.
Cos they forgot to insert their message centre system inside my phone.
What a waste of trip!
It was a concidence that i saw my buddy, Mr Z. at CWP with his gf, Miss E.
Such a poor thing that she got sick, no wonder she looked so down.
Hope she get well soon...

Later i and Mr Z. went back to Northpoint to have my lunch.
We went to the new Japanese Foodcourt at the expand building at Northpoint.
It is simply delicious!!!
Lolz.
But think got abit of diarrheoa le...

In the evening time, went to pick up my friend, Miss (M&M) for a dinner meeting.
We went to Vivo City although we know that it will full cos its a Zouk-out day at Sentosa.
Nevertheless we still managed to find a parking lot. (*Lucky...*)
I ate Japanese food once again for dinner.
Of course we bought movie tickets, "The Day The Earth Stood Still".
Somehow we do have lots of things to share n tease... (Lolz*)
Kinda funny conversation we had but at least we were frank to each other.
At the end of day, i do wish her to have a "Merry Christmas" with a good smooth year ahead of her.
ChEeRs To YoU, my friend....

2008-12-11T14:20:00.000-08:00

On 12th December 2008,

Dear "Bad Luck & Good Luck?",

Bad Luck?
Well...
Few months ago, i got my new handphone: Nokia N95.
I love the phone very much!
I have been using the phone to take pictures cos it got 3 megapixels.
But then main thing is that i simply enjoy sliding the phone. (*Lolz*)
Unfortunately, on Sunday itself, i was using the phone happily.
But guess what, as i was walking back home, just as i reached home, when i took out my phone, i found the LCD screen was crack.
I was like, OMG...
I was sad and disappointed.
Oh man...

The next day, i immediately brought my phone to nokia care service at CWP.
When i reached, to my expectations, i did saw alot of people queuing for their turn.
Once i got my queue number, i was told that i have to wait for half an hour for my turn.
So i decided to take a walk in the CWP with my friend, Mr D., after we went back to the shop, my queue number had passed.(*Crabs & Prawns*)
Had to re-queue.
Finally in the end its my turn...
I sat down and said,
"Good morning to u, Miss..."
"My lovely phone here is kinda spoilt so can u help me out with it."
(*Lolz*)

Guess what?
Although i got unlimited date of warranty but somehow this time, my phone wasn't covered by the warranty...
Why?
Cos mine is a physical appearance damage and not internal damage...
I was like, "What the crabs & prawns?!?"
Which means i have to pay for it...
Of course in the end i said okay cos i love my phone.
The price, "$?????"
(*Sorry, no mention of price here cos i am sensitive to money.*)
Money let me see through greed n true colours in humans. (*Lolz.*)
So the servicing takes 3 to 5 days.
Ya right...

Good Luck.
After mentioning all the phone thing, at least for one thing is that the next day, the nokia care centre called me up and told me that i can collected my phone le.
I was like, "Yeah!!!"
Another good luck thing is that when i went back to my workplace, i was being told by my supervisor that i might be getting my promotion, maybe by Jan or July.
Actually i wasn't expecting it cos i know its gonna be delayed due to my court case problem.
In the past, i was down n sad during that period when i had to face the setback alone.
But then in the end, i know why i have to be strong. (*Lolz*)
Later one of my collegues told me that my incoming promotion was a very good news cos it was early promotion for me.
I was promoting earlier than anyone else which i have been having excellent performance.
To be frank, i was still thinking does i deserve to get the promotion?
I mean i was still in playing mood and somehow i want to enjoy myself and forget all the sad memories i have before i really cool down to concentrate on my career.

Whatever it is, i still find that i will have to take one step by one step.
Just do what i should do n what i want to do.

2008-12-08T09:24:00.000-08:00

2008-12-04T11:07:00.000-08:00

On 5th December 2008,

Dear "Fate & Destiny",

Hooray!!! 20 more days to Christmas!
Hahaha. I simply love Christmas...
My wish is to see SnOwInG...
But too bad, in Singapore, it don't snow.

My 2 weeks leave is ending soon...
For the past 2 weeks, it was quite a "bored" n "lov-ving" life.

Well...
For "bored", i have been sleeping lazily on bed with my lappy beside my bed everyday.
Tidying up my room:
You know, mopping floor, keep the books, ironing clothings...
(*This make me gain weight*)
(*Noooo...*)
Hahaha...
Yesterday was a good rainfall, it was a small "Kittens & Puppies".
Once again, i let the raindrops fall on my face to make me feel all the pain i had and flow down to the floor...
Recently i came across lots of songs but unfortunately can't seem to find them in the imeem website so can't upload them in my blog...
What a pity...

Well...
For "lov-ving", i can't really reveal much cos its "不能說的秘密".
Lolz.
In my life, Happiness lasts short but sweet.
Although its always been a short period, but i cherish n enjoy every single moments.
To know you in my life is a "Fate & Destiny" thing.
Its just how we grab the chance to cherish it together!
"Friends Forever!!!"

To "Unique Friends",
In here, i just want to say that i may not be you...
But still i somehow can feel n understand how u feel.
The feeling is abit of "Sweet" when u think back abt the days n moments when both of u are together.
It add a little bit of "Bitter" when u know he/she is no longer beside u.
Sometimes it stir with a bit of "Spicy" when u remember how he/she hurt u before...
Overall, when its over...
U learnt n gain experience from it.
Keep the sweet memories n throw away the bitter memories if u want...

2008-12-03T20:21:00.000-08:00

On 4th December 2008,

Dear "For you",

-Girl:
I love you.

- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!

-Girl:
Really?

- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.

- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?

- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?

- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.

- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.

- Girl:
..........

- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight?

- Girl:
Yeah...where?

- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?

-Girl:
Ok.

- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?

- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?

- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...

-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...

- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.

- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?

- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?

- Girl:
Yeah?

- Boy:
I love you.

- Girl:
I love you too!

- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.

- Girl:
Ok bye.

- Boy:
Bye.

*******************************************************

2 hours later...

The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....

- Girl:
Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)

- Boy:
Wadssup.....you ready?

- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?

- Boy:
Ok.

They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......

- Boy:
Wait! Can I blindfold you?

- Girl:
Why??!?

- Boy:
Its a surprise.

- Girl:
What kinda surprise??

- Boy:
A big one.

- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...

- Boy:
I promise.

- Girl:
Ok blindfold me.....

So they drove off.........and then they stopped....

- Boy:
Ok we're here!!

-Girl:
Where??

- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!

- Girl:
What place??

- Boy:
Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)

- Girl:
Baby!...

The boy walks her to the place....

- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blindfold off.

- Girl:
Where are we??

He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......

- Girl:
Omg...!(tears come down)

- Boy:
Why are you crying?

- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...

- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)

- Girl:
(tears come down faster)

- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!

- Girl:
Get up!

- Boy:
Yeah?

- Girl:
(kisses him)

- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?

- Girl:
Yes.

2008-11-30T01:36:00.000-08:00

On 30th September 2008,

Dear "ChRiStMaS SeAsOn",

Hohoho... Merry Christmas?
Haa...
Not yet!
But its around the corner. (*Cool...*)
Finally i finished updating my friends contact list.
While looking through the whole list, i do miss most of my fellow friends.
There is always sweet memories around.
For this particular year, 2008, i have been living a wildful n endurance life.
Right now, i am kinda starting to live in a life where i go as i like, i do as i like, i played as i like.
Nobody can control me, i mean nobody!!!
For the past few late nights, i have been running wild.
I chill out with boy-friends n girl-friends.
Its been lots of fun!!!

Recently, i went to East Coast with my friend.
We stand on the rock cliff and shouted, "我会好好过!!!!"
Mood went smooth...
My life wasn't that smooth afterall but i learnt to see and read and experience.
I hope it helps along the way...
Haa...

2008-11-27T02:16:00.000-08:00

Baby Davion is stunned... Hee...

Baby Davion

One of the Christmas Decoration in Orchard

My fav Sushi!!

A Sushi Set

I love such view...

A Big Big Root Beer Mug!!!

2008-11-27T01:50:00.000-08:00

On 27th November 2008,

Dear "Anger Blinds My Vision",

This whole week i am on local leave from work...
And i just found out that i am also on a week leave for next week.
Cool...
At least i can do something else when i am free.
This week was indeed a very tiring week.

On Monday,
I happened to get a call from my collegue.
I was kinda stunned cos he told me that i am on duty on tuesday.
At first, i tot he was just kidding with me.
So of course i had to went back on tuesday to accomplish my duty.
This duty was a whole day event, that means from
"Tuesday Morning 8am to Wednesday Morning 8am".
Cos it was a last minute thing so in end i went back with long hair, shaggy uniform.
I was totally ashamed of my own clothing.
And guess what did i find out?
I couldn't wear my No. 3 pants anymore!!!
Which means i gain weight!!! (*Oh god...*)
On the day itself, while i am doing my rounds, i saw a splendid car!
There was a man standing beside it so i walked forwards to him and asked,
"Is this your car?"
He said, "No, it belongs to my boss."
I was kinda stunned there and i asked about the price of the car.
He told me that it was worth roughly 1 million...
"Hahaha..."
As we continued our conversation, i came to know that his boss had 6 other more cars and had 2 houses at Sentosa with a swimming pool in the center.
D***, this is what i called "Rich people live with Rich Life".
Lolz...
Well, basically we don't really have to be jealous of them.

2008-11-21T04:16:00.000-08:00

On 21st November 2008,

Dear "Devil Saint",

Its has been quite sometime since i write my blog...
Recently i was kinda busy with chores n work n personnal stuffs n of course entertainment...

In work,
I had been working night shifts for the past 2 weeks...
Actually working night shifts wasn't that bad cos i get to wake up late. (*Haa...*)
Most importantly is that i enjoyed night life... (*Hee...*)

In chores,
I just came back from overseas, Thailand n Brunei, my room was quite in a mess.
Just now my mum told me to tidy up my cupboard....
I took out all those unwanted clothings n at the same time iron those clothes that i still want...
I simply enjoy ironing clothing, got the sense of satisfaction. (*Cool...*)
That's for today room-chores... (*Lolz...*)

In personnal stuffs,
I had been trying to meet up with my old friends, best friends for some catching-up...
But i can't really meet up with some of them cos they are busy with their own stuffs.
My schedule also sometimes do clash with their timings.
My apology to Miss (M&M) that i couldn't meet u up for lunch for catching-up.
My apology to Miss H. (*Best friend*) that i couldn't meet u up for catching-up.

In entertainment,
Haha, i have been going prawning at Bishan n Sembawang n Yishun.
Prawning is a cool activity where u get to gather with friends, chatting away n catching prawns n barbarcue prawns...
Well, its so-called one of the hottest activity during night time...
During the nights, i have been driving to alot of places,
For example, "Notting Hill", "Serendipity Bridge", "Heart-Breaking Road"...

Thinking back...
Alot of bad memories went through my head.
In the end, you got to face the consequences that u said before, no regrets.
Do not give excuses when u yourself know that u are in the wrong...
You know who you are.
Eventually in the end, we all learn from mistakes...

2008-11-15T23:47:00.000-08:00

On 16th November 2008,

Dear "Farewell",

On friday,
I was supposed to go catch a movie with Miss S.
In the end we couldn't make it on time so we went prawning instead
Prawning for 3 hours, i couldn't believe that i will barbarcue the prawns alive..
I'm sinnful...

Last night first time accompany my collegues to "Power Station"...
One of my collegues, Mr J. was going USA soon, we all kinda gonna miss him.
But still, last night we had our fun before he set off for his journey.
Well, basically i only had a glass of liquor.
Whereas my buddy, Mr L. was kinda drunk, got to send him home.

2008-11-09T08:01:00.000-08:00

My nephew, "Davion"

Dessert... not "desert". lolz

A lovely n sweet msg from one of my collegues.

Lovely sunset

Grippes Cafe!!

Just another meal

One of my fav drink called "Ginger Beer"

Greeny light... (Creepy...)

Ceiling lights in cafe called "Cheez Box"

A mini cup with syrup

A tea i enjoyed in a cafe

My collegue's son (Cute hor!)

Getting ready for a meal by myself.

Cooking in process...

A ready-made spaghetti made by me! Hahaha

A Japanese feast at Brunei

2008-11-08T20:44:00.000-08:00

On 9th November 2008,

Dear "CuRiOuSiTy EmBrAcEs ThE CaTz",

Alright...
On thursday, i went to work as usual but this time i wasn't keen in my work.
I thought maybe because i went overseas too often and not used to S'pore style.
Lolz.
Anyway i need to adapt to it asap by next week otherwise the laziness in me will come looking for me.
Its was a long n hotty day!
At night, i went over to Miss S.'s house to do some catching up...
We joys n problems to each other.

On friday, it was the starting day of my friend, Miss (M&M)'s 21st birthday shalet at Changi.
At the start, i can't really tot of any ideas what gift to get for her...
But still, "Brain cells cracking n romantic cells cracking" started to revive.
Hahaha...
---> "Self Confidence" <---
So i proceed, buying n preparing all the necessary stuffs.
At night, i went over to her shalet.
It was supposed to be surprise for her but unfortunately things wasn't going that smooth cos my car can only reach a certain distance.
Well... sometimes in life things doesn't go the way as u thought.
Nevertheless, i told her that i was all the while plannng and show her the "plan".
It wasn't really mean much but i do hope that she had a lovely n memorable 21st birthday and she was never alone in her whole life.
I mean i always feel that 21st birthday is something one of the important moment in life.
Friends Forever

On Sat, it was the 2nd day of Miss (M&M)'s 21st birthday.
It was the day of cutting her birthday cake.
Actually i wasn't really keen on going for the cutting cos i wouldn't want to leave a poor impression for her family, relatives n her friends.
Well, usually i do joke around n talk alot among people.
Haha. I fear that they can't take the jokes.
But i know a promise is a promise.
Actually when i reach her shalet again...
I was quite silent throughout the whole event cos lots of memories flash back.
Got happy memories? Got sad memories?
Well... A "smile" is what i need. Be it fake or real.

After the cutting, shorty, i went back...
Got a message from Miss S. asking me to accompany her down to her workplace and stayed till she finish work.
Thinking for a while...
I agreed cos anyway i need a drink too.
Over there, i waa drinking a few glass and playing some pool games.
My mind was quite in a lost state.
For no particular reason, using some "magic words", i simply asked the name n number of one of the waitress.
Her name is Miss T.
And i din't contact her till now.
Hahaha...

Reached home around 5a.m in the morning.
It was pouring like "Kittens & Puppies".
Went to a cold sleep in the end...
Zzzz....

2008-11-02T10:03:00.000-08:00

2008-11-02T03:04:00.000-08:00

On 2nd November 2008,

Dear "Sweet November",

I just simply love this particular month cos its "Sweet November"...
Its represents a special meaning for this month.

Two more days...
I'll be back to "Home Sweet Home"!
The feeling of being back to Singapore is weird this time.
At one moment, i desired to go back but at the other moment, i wasn't really in a hurry to go back...
Beats me man.
In the past, whenever i was at overseas, i would want to go back homeland asap.
But this time, somehow i starting to grow a little bit selfishness in me.
In fact, the longer the period at overseas, the merrier my heart goes.
Perhaps maybe cos too much memories in homeland...

Anyway let's drop this subject!
Coming back to where i am now.
Last night, i got the happiest moment of the whole detachment.
We had our end of detachment dinner.
Its cool cos we got a good feast -> (*A tummy coming on. Haa...*)
After the dinner, we all went back to our camp n had our "drinking n singing" session.
Everyone sing along n drink along!
Feeling: "Terrific!"
In the meantime, we also do played some "water bombing"
Everyone is a "Drenched Duckling".
Hahaha.
My collegues even dropped eggs on me... Yucks...
We even played along with water hose making everyone drenched.

Right now, i am having my last duty of the whole detachment.
Pretty cool.
Which means got to some last cleaning of my apartment.
Zzzz....

2008-10-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

On 30th October 2008,

Dear "Geezzzz",

Finally after doing some updates on my laptop, i managed to gain access to visit "friendster" n "facebook" website...
Haa....
Going back homeland soon.
Wondering what's happening in homeland.
Hope the economic crisis won't affect much.
Gotto get some leave from work to relax myself.
Hopefully the plan for the overseas trip can make it!!!

Japan? Thailand? Taiwan? Hongkong!
I just need a break...
Heard about some secret news in homeland.
Things should be alright...

2008-10-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

2008-10-22T05:05:00.000-07:00

On 22th October 2008,

Dear "Kittens & Puppies",

I'm on duty again today.
Yesterday i got a really bad day, nothing goes right!
First,
My eyes got problem! Cos i saw the wrong serial number of an item.
My ears got problem! Cos i heard the wrong information from my collegues.
My hands got problem! Cos i wrote in the wrong entry of the document.
My legs got problem! Cos i stepped on the acelerate without removing the chocks.
Basically my whole body got problem...

Arhhhh.....
What the "fish"...
Crappy!!!
Today wasn't that bad.
Just eaten the "Curry Mee", its fantastic!!!
And also enjoyed the "Tea-C special".

These few days was pouring like "Kittens & Puppies"
Also flood near my workplace.
Worst thing is that my clothes still wet...
Damn...

In here, i started to like to make toast bread with butter.
So crispy n nice...
Haa...

2008-10-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

On 18th October 2008,

Dear "Bundaberg Root Beer",

Today i have nothing to say much but....

"DEVIL'S CHARACTER RULES THE WORLD!!!"

2008-10-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

2008-10-14T08:40:00.000-07:00

2008-10-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

On 14th October 2008,

Dear Spongy,

These few days i was distracted...
I simply couldn't concentrate on my work...
I was blur and worried...
Of course got a bad fall eventually today.

My back was hurt but i believe i would be fine.
I think through alot of stuffs today n there are many questions in my mind.
I din't really go and think but the questions just came...
Oh my...

Actually, think abt it.
I always feel that although we all might have gone through or experience alot of things but still in the end, we do need someone to be by our side...
Even if its just a listening ear, i believe it would be more than enough...
Sometimes i do asked myself whether am i a poor friend when i wasn't there by my friend.
As a result, my soul tell me that i can't always be there for anyone...
I will do have my own limit...
I have gone through alot of things and in life we do need to stay independent n be strong...

But we must know that if a friend was meant to be there, it will be a blessing...
Right now although i'm at overseas, but still i do pray every night for all my friends...
It doesn't mean anything but its just me...
It doesn't matter its very silly of me or not but i just want blessing to all my loved ones...

Warmth and love and hugs to all my loved ones...
I miss my family...

2008-10-12T06:08:00.001-07:00

现在也只能欣赏　唯一的合照一张

淡忘了的是那个街角　想念的是当时的微笑

生活中交错失望　越想念就越孤单

若再被寂寞迎头赶上　多感伤原来只是正常

你是不是也在品尝　一个人的咖啡和天光

是不是也忽然察觉到　多出时间看天色的变换

如果有一天　我们再见面　时间会不会倒退一点

也许我们都忽略　互相伤害之外的感觉

如果哪一天　我们都发现　好聚好散不过是种遮掩

如果我们没发现　就给彼此多一点时间

2008-10-12T05:42:00.000-07:00

On 11th October 2008,

Dear Spongy,

Right now i am currently at "Gripps Cafe" at Brunei...
Having a heavy headache...
What a pain!

Just now went to a restaurant called, "I Lotus"...
Its a very cool n romantic restaurant.
I simply love that place.

Haha. Now i don't even know what to write here..
Basically nothing much happen around here.
Everyday life is so down here.
Zzzz....

2008-10-10T08:31:00.000-07:00

2008-10-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

2008-10-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

2008-10-08T10:21:00.000-07:00

On 9th October 2008,

Dear Spongy,

Right now i am sitting in my living room in Brunei...
I am kinda sorting out documents regarding my work in the whole night.
Of course i am tired n need a break so i started to write my blog.
Just finish having a smoke puff -> "I felt relaxed..."
Hahaha...
I kinda like the way i am doing right now...
U know, imagine sorting my work documents n beside me watching a DVD show.
Normally kinda like the feeling of working n enjoying at the same time in my room.
Hee...
Its a symbol of being workacoholic!
Duh...

Today i got a very tiring n hot hot hot!!!! day....
Its unbearable...
Right now i am really missing all my friends...
I wondered how are they doing...
Really hope they are doing fine...
Din't managed to contact them through msn cos the reception here is very low...
But still did making calls to friends chatting away...

This brunei trip is a 5 weeks trip but then kinda feel like a 5 year period...
I can't imagine when i am going for USA next year.
I'm gonna explore myself over there and starting a fresh one!!!!

"Jia You, Jia You!!!"
I miss a "15 apples" girl...

2008-10-02T04:58:00.000-07:00

My Japanese meal!!!

A fountain outside a shopping centre

"Boy Boy Robot"

"BarNaNa": One of the clubs i went at Thailand

A "TuTu" ride in Thailand

Live band

My lovely bed

A skyview

"Bayview" hotel

My hotel room at "Langkawi"

I got a good view of a swimming pool at "Langkawi"

Its lovely sunset...

2008-10-02T04:42:00.000-07:00

On 2nd October 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

Its such a peaceful life in Brunei...
Its like living in a life on your own...
I din't really expect the trip to be that long.
It gonna be a good period for me to relax myself.
Somehow i always wanted to have a break.

I kinda hoped things gonna be better after i come back.
Somehow really alot of things happen for the past 4 years.
There are alot of ups n downs...
Experiencing things that i never expect.
Some are funny, some are exciting, some are sad, some are tragic...
But stil, i din't really regret cos at least i learnt alot of things...

Anyway just want to say that the weather here is damn warm.
Its like if u put an egg on my head, i think it will be boiled...
Lol...
(*Just kidding...*)

2008-09-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

On 27th September 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

Today i have been lazy around...
Moodless n tired...
Yawnz...

But somehow today i feel like writing stuffs that are in my head in my blog.
->
2 more days later,
I'ill be going to Brunei for a long period.
It will be 5 weeks.
I was thinking in my head whether am i looking forward to this trip or am i hiding myself somewhere?
This time round, i am indecisive.
What a laughing stock!
Am i really pretending all the while or i'm really that serious in everything?
I have been asking myself all these questions for the whole day...
I need some answers...

I always like to think alot in my head which will make me have alot of imagination.
I asked myself alot of questions n give myself the answers.
In the end, most doubts are clear.
But still, there's bound to have some questions floating in my head...
There are dark questions, dark answers, dark secrets in my life.
Hahaha...
Very stylor milo...

2008-09-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

On 26th September 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

Wow... Its been so so long since i visit my blog.
Hmm... Its been 24 days!
I went for a thailand working trip.
Its a totally a different experience compared to Singapore life.
Imagine living in a life where there is no internet access, completely away from modern world.
I really having a free from troubles n stress n sadness life....
But still i can't stay there for long, cos i got a outgoing character.
Learnt a few thai language.
Haa...

On the very first day of the trip, i went to "Langkawi", one of the islands of Malaysia.
Its a long 3 hours flight!
We had a good night stay at one of the hotel called, "Bayview"
The next morning, we set off again n once again another flight to "Koke Kathiem" (Our destination!)
It got a very hot weather n at nights, its always pouring "Kittens n Puppies" which results in a small flood.
Funny thing is that u can see people swimming n fishing in the pool of water.
Damn funny sia...
During weekends, we went to "Korat" a small town to enjoy ourselves.
I have been playing very wild!
Took alot of picture! Will be updating enough.
Hahaha...
I chill out alot on "BarNaNa" n "U Bar" clubs.
So it means i drank alot.
On the last night of the whole trip, i drank till i puke 4 times in the middle of the night n i vomit blood...
Sacred the hell out of me.
Now sometimes i do feel chest pain when i swallowed food.
I really need to see a doc...
Got a few lectures from some friends...
Serves me right for drinking so much.

For the past few days been very busy with my work n meeting of my friends to pass them gifts.
Going Brunei soon next week for a long trip.
At least this time got internet access.
But must do laundry, cook dishes, do ironing myself le...
Hahaha...
What a Houseman!!!
Never really get enough sleep...
Zzz...

2008-08-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

On 30th August 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

[第三世]

当她还是鱼的时候，她发誓要变成飞鸟。于是第三世她成了一只飞鸟。

他呢？这一世他是一只小飞虫。

这次是她拜访了神。神对她说：这是你们最后一世的姻缘，是最后的机会了。过了

这一世，你们彼此将相忘于江湖。

神又一次看见鸟的心里在流泪，于是对她说：在他的第三世，你会遇到危难，到时

候他会穿着金甲圣衣救你于水火之中，然后还你一滴眼泪。

风，把她和神的对话送到他的耳朵里。他笑了。他知道他终于可以在这第三世见到

她了。这样，那些话，那滴泪，都可以送给她了。

这一世，他们互相寻找。

向左，向右，不断地选择。

不止一次，他们在同一条路上飞过，但是时间不同。

不止一次，他们在即将相遇的时候，选择了相反的方向，就此错过。

他们彼此追逐，他们无数次重复着对方的路线，他们无数次的错过。

天空实在太广阔了。

冬天的某一天，风告诉他，她在朝着他飞来，叫他在这等着。

他欣喜若狂，生怕错过她，偎在一棵松树上四处张望，他发现有时候阳光竟是那样

的灿烂。这两世，他是第一次有时间注意到这件事情。

太阳注意到另一件事：他快死了！没有任何一只飞虫能度过冬天。他等不到她了。

他开始感到自己要死了。他恨，他恨飞虫的寿命太短暂；他恨前世的飞鸟不能游泳

；他恨自己那么晚才明白她爱着他。

他快死了，但是它不能死，因为这是他们姻缘的最后一世了。

那么金甲圣衣呢？那么那一滴泪呢？难道神又一次说谎了？

她在飞过来，但是他的生命在急速地流逝。

看到这一切，他依偎的那株松树哭了。

松树的眼泪是一滴松脂，这滴眼泪正好把他包围起来，紧紧地，使他的生命不再流

逝，他因此保住了最后的一点生命力。但是同时也失去了行动的自由。

这是最后一世了。谁也不能眼睁睁看着他们再次错过。

她飞来了，他喊，但是他喊不出声，松脂已然凝固。

她看见有个金黄的东西，是那样地耀眼。但是她错过了，因为在她心里，多耀眼的

东西也没有他重要。

最后一世，他们就这样错过。

在她精疲力尽地倒下的时候，太阳哭了，因此天阴了；风哭了，因此下雨了。

2008-08-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

On 28th August 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

啊！！！！！

今天好开心！

因为我看到“彩虹”！

真的好漂亮。。。

好愉快。

哈哈

2008-08-27T11:37:00.000-07:00

2008-08-27T04:13:00.000-07:00

2008-08-24T00:37:00.001-07:00

2008-08-23T22:22:00.000-07:00

On 24th August 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

2008-08-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

On 21st August 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

"Twinkle... Twinkle... Little... Star..."
Suddenly remember this childhood song.

On Wednesday, 20th August 2008,
This day i went to Changi Naval Base for a swimming test.
Its a requirement for my overseas work detachment next year.
Well, basically, i am a swimmer so it wasn't a problem for me.
But i was actually struggling to pass the test.
First portion of the test was to swim with my working attire on for a 50 metres.
Second portion of the test was to trapped air for 5 mins.
Third portion of the test was to blow bubbles to make float.
And the whole event lasts the whole day.
I was freaking exhausted...
Around 4 plus, i went back to my office.
I was touched from the bottom of my heart on this day.
We were supposed to have a briefing and before it starts, i went to toliet.
As i entered the office, the lights were off and in front of me, there was a chocolate cake.
I... was... speechless...
"Thank you to all my collegues..."
Thank you...

At night, a friend of mine, Miss J. drop me a message.
Din't really expected u to remember the "B" day.
I was touched once again...
Really thanks alot...
And don't worry,
-> "You wasn't being forgotten, friendship are always there cos love is forever floating in the air..."
ChEeRs to u!

Later at night, a friend of mine, Miss A. asked me to go over to her condo downstairs.
She had organised a small party with her friends.
All of us were partying craziness.
I really din't expect it.
Haa...
But there was one moment that i and Miss A. ran about n suddenly both of us fell into the pool.
We were both drenched.
Of course i din't myself to have a swimming test in the morning n a so-called "swimming" at night.
We are both drenched duckling
Haa...
But...
(对不起，请原谅我给你的答案。。。我不能做一个自私的人。)

On Thursday, 21st August 2008,
Well, its a "B" day...
As usual, woke up late, brush my smelly teeth...
(*Lol*)
Went to Suntec once again to look for a friend of mine, Miss (M&M).
My apology to her for my lateness.
"Sorry..."
We had our lunch at the same Japanese Restaurant again.
The bowl i ate is always so huge...
Haa...
We had a good meal.
She gave me a sweet surprise...
She actually bought me a small strawberry cake from TCC.
Its really sweet of her.
I put a few pictures but i can actually forget to take with candle on. Lol
But i have to say that i am very very touched by Miss (M&M).
Its beyond my words of appreciation...
But still...
Thank you so much...

For the rest of the day, i went to a pushcart at Suntec to get myself 2 pair of Spongebob Squarepants Boxers and a Spongebob Squarepants T-shirt.
Hee...
Its sweet for Miss M. to drop by a overseas message.
Thank you.
I met up with 2 of my poly friends, Miss Ju n Miss H.
We are the closest friends...
They accompanied me the whole night at "Balcony City" n "Serendipity Bridge".
Its a cheerful n "scary" night.
Haa...
Thank you so much...

A Sweet Cake...

"Spongebob Squarepants" Number 1

"Spongebob Squarepants" boxer!!! Number 2

"Spongebob Squarepants" T-shirt for myself.

Cookies!!!

"No nut chocolate chip" Remind me of "Someone"...

Guess what!? A little girl from Sweden buying "Tu Tu Cake"

What an unique restaurant name! "No signboard" Hee...

2008-08-19T16:31:00.000-07:00

On 20th August 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

☆前世欠你一滴泪☆

[第二世]

他是一只飞鸟，她是一条游鱼。

他们互相相爱，但是他们无法见面。

他去找神——飞鸟总是最靠近神的动物。

神对他说：你们的姻缘是三生三世的，这是第二生，既然这辈子没指望了，还是等

下辈子吧。鸟没有眼泪，但是他的心在哭。

神轻轻叹了口气：我看见你的心在流泪。我可以用法力让你能够流泪，但是你要记

住，只有一滴。

过了一会儿，神又说：我再告诉你一个不是办法的办法吧，据以前的神说，只要大

海干枯了，水里的游鱼就会变成飞鸟……

他马上飞走了。看着他的身影，神自言自语：“哎，我又说谎了。”

在此后的日日夜夜，他抑制着自己思念的眼泪，并且叫着“不哭，不哭”，不停地

衔着石头投到海里。在心里，他无数次的看见海干枯了，她变成了鸟，然后他对着她流下那

一滴珍贵的眼泪，对她说“我爱你”。但，这一切都只在心里出现过。

有人说他是布谷鸟，提醒大家及时播种；

有人说他是精卫鸟，为了复仇才要填平大海。

他们都错了。因为他们不知道这是三生三世的爱情。

直到有一天，他要倒下了，虽然他不相信海是填不干的，但是他确实精疲力尽了。

他感觉自己要哭了，他拼命地抑制自己，他声嘶力竭：“不哭！不哭！”他挣扎着

最后一次飞向大海——他要倒在海里。

他渐渐地沉向海底，在生命最后的一刻，他看见了她的身影，她也看见了他。

但是他们看不见彼此的眼泪，因为他们都在水里。

2008-08-17T12:32:00.000-07:00

On 18th August 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

This week din't really took any pictures cos din't really went out...

On Wednesday,
I went to Suntec City once again to have brunch with my friend, Miss (M&M).
Its been kinda 2 weeks since we met up to do catching up.
I was on course while she was having meeting every wed.
But we do understand each other's situation and wasn't really that disappointed.
This time we went to a Japanese restaurant at Marina Square.
(*I simply love Japanese food...*)
(*But I couldn't remember the name. Hee...*)
She gave me a treat this time for a particular reason.
I was kinda touched for her initiative, maybe because its very rare that lady gave me a treat.
Haa...
Both of us enjoyed the meal very much.
Had a good chat there...
We shared our problems n discussed abt human's reaction n mindset.
Thanks to u, Miss (M&M), for the treat!

For the past few weeks,
I have been crazyness n wildfulness.
Somehow i just want to de-stress myself?
Hee...
Put a mask outside n a mask inside.
Kinda cool n mysterious!
Sometimes being truthful may be a virtue but sometimes its really do depends on certain situations...
Eventually, we will learn how to handle difficult situations.

2008-08-17T12:01:00.000-07:00

On 18th August 2008,

Dear Bloggy,

☆前世欠你一滴泪☆

[第一世]
在恐龙灭绝之后不久，她爱着他，他不知道。

她把最甜美的果子喂到他嘴里的时候，他不知道。

她把最精美的兽骨项链挂在他的脖子上的时候，他还是不知道。

甚至当她温柔地依偎在他怀里，带着笑容睡去的时候，他还是不知道。

他穿着这个族里最漂亮的兽皮衣服，戴着这个族里最漂亮的兽骨项链，身边还跟着这个族里最漂亮的女人，但是

他还是不知道这是因为她爱他。他好像习以为常，习以为常通常不是一件好事，有好多该发现的东西没法发现，

有好多不寻常的事都因习以为常变得寻常了。

于是他还是过着寻常的日子，他还是不知道这一切并不寻常。

在那时候，和外族的战争是不可避免的。胜利者得到奴隶和生存的权利，失败者注定要失去一切。这是自然的规律。

在无数次氏族战争中的某一次，他们战败了。有的人失去了自由，有的人失去了生命。

通常失去生命的是男人，失去自由的是女人。因为长久如此，没有人觉得这不公平，技不如人当然应该认输。被

俘虏的男人等着被杀，女人则等着被某个异族男人领回他的洞穴。

她知道，这样一来，他们更不可能在一起了。她和他都将成为异族的奴隶，奴隶是没有自由的。

她没想到他可能被杀。

当她看着他在异族人的刀下倒下去的时候，她哭了。

她曾经为他哭了无数次，只有这一次是当着他的面，因为那一刻，她的心真正地碎了。

她曾经为他哭了无数次，只有这一次他看见了，直到那一刻，他才明白原来一切都非比寻常，他才知道她爱他。

他在心里说，我欠你一滴泪。但是他无法做什么了，因为他死了。

异族的首领发现有个女俘虏死了，据说是因为心碎了。