Sunday, April 6, 2008

On 6th Apr 2008,

Dear Bloggy,
Yesterday had some complications involving 4 friends...
Trying to resolve the complications but i know i can't really do much...
Although complications have been kinda solved and outing so-called still maintain...
But.....
Although the outing was quite enjoying for all of us...
But to be frank, inside me my mood was kinda down inside me...
I'm sorry guys...
Hmm... Don't ask me why cos i myself also don't know...
But i enjoy all the jokes and enjoy listening to the music in the club even if i just had a cup of drink and stood there like a pillar for the first time...
Hahaha...

I don't know why but i was kinda emo deep inside me...
Thanks to u guys for the existence to distract me away from emoness...
Hahaha...

We do have a great time at PS.
It was fortunate that i was driving using my friend's car...
Cos it was much easier for us to go to the places we want...
I was able to send everyone home safely...
Some of them was kinda high and fall asleep in the car...
Hope its a good smooth ride for u guys...
Its was still an enjoyable day to see the rest can get along with one another so well...
Miss u guys...

Its April 2008 this month...
Counting down one more year...
Next year April 2009, i do hope that going to California for overseas detachment will be a good start for me...
Starting, i was kinda reluctant to go but i feel that i have to go to start myself all over again...
Too many unhappy things have happened throughout the years...
Had too many hurtful problems...
Some probelms are created by myself, some problems are not...
Due to all the problems, friends, family, collegues all lost trust in me...
But still in the end, i don't really lie about certain things but it doesn't matter anymore...
Its just too fake to be real...
Going overseas for a year may be a good start for me...
I know i need to go to fufill my promises i made myself to my mummy and daddy and myself and also hope that all of u have a brand new trust in me when i came back...
Hahaha....

I'm gonna miss all my loved ones...
ChEeRs...

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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