"An UnFoRgEtAbLe N HuRtAbLe ChRiStMaS....."
Hmm... This year 2007 is an unforgetable n hurtful WhItE ChRiStMaS for me...
Been through alot of things and all kinds of feelings..
Although i know that life is full of ups and downs..
But then this time i realise that the things i been through are more than i thought and also more than i can imagined...
This year i wouldn't deny that i do cried alot...
Emotions has reached its limits le..
Emotions faded away... Dignity threw away... Efforts wasted away...
Besides crying... what else can i do...
Sometimes when facing such stuffs, when i need someone beside... it just simply in a coincidence that everyone is held up..
"haha"... Kinda a joke..
Well, sometimes we do need to face setbacks ourselves to grow stronger..
For the past few days i been having some gathering...
3 days ago, i met up with my trusted friends who i knew during poly days..
We do have some *chilling...
(*our chilling means having dinner n chit chat n photo taking session...)
Althought it supposed to be a cheerful one, but then i can't really putting a smile in front of them..
It just seems kinda fake smile on my face...
Looking at them laughing away, chatting away... it actually makes me feel hurt...
Not because of them, instead i just simply can't think of any happy moments i have for the whole year...
Suddenly, i voice out my feelings to them of what i have been going through...
The next gathering was at my workplace with my collegues.. We having some feast and ChRiStMaS ExChAnGe GiFtS...
It was a cheerful one...
Everyone laughing away..
This time even worse.. inside me i am crying.............
As saying goes,
"Experience: The name men give to their mistakes."
Name
New wand!
SiMoNeCaTz
Age
?? YeArS OlD
School
MaGiCaL ScHoOl
bday
21St AuG 1982
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Lockart's new spell book
Murder the potions master
New broom
Get into the school's qudditch team
'Someone' who let me always remember her smile'
'Someone' who turns me into a house-caring man'
'Someone' who can be a beauty if she take my advice'
'Someone' who been teasing me on my english'
'Someone' who improve my english'
'Someone' who always been there for me'
'Someone' who always been a cutie pie'
Create a MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
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"An UnFoRgEtAbLe N HuRtAbLe ChRiStMaS....."
Hmm... This year 2007 is an unforgetable n hurtful WhItE ChRiStMaS for me...
Been through alot of things and all kinds of feelings..
Although i know that life is full of ups and downs..
But then this time i realise that the things i been through are more than i thought and also more than i can imagined...
This year i wouldn't deny that i do cried alot...
Emotions has reached its limits le..
Emotions faded away... Dignity threw away... Efforts wasted away...
Besides crying... what else can i do...
Sometimes when facing such stuffs, when i need someone beside... it just simply in a coincidence that everyone is held up..
"haha"... Kinda a joke..
Well, sometimes we do need to face setbacks ourselves to grow stronger..
For the past few days i been having some gathering...
3 days ago, i met up with my trusted friends who i knew during poly days..
We do have some *chilling...
(*our chilling means having dinner n chit chat n photo taking session...)
Althought it supposed to be a cheerful one, but then i can't really putting a smile in front of them..
It just seems kinda fake smile on my face...
Looking at them laughing away, chatting away... it actually makes me feel hurt...
Not because of them, instead i just simply can't think of any happy moments i have for the whole year...
Suddenly, i voice out my feelings to them of what i have been going through...
The next gathering was at my workplace with my collegues.. We having some feast and ChRiStMaS ExChAnGe GiFtS...
It was a cheerful one...
Everyone laughing away..
This time even worse.. inside me i am crying.............
As saying goes,
"Experience: The name men give to their mistakes."