"A SiCk MaN In CoUrT RoOm...."
Today is very awful day for me...
In the morning around 3am, i've been vomitting almost every hour since that time...
Its very awful..can't get a good sleep..
Hao xin ku...
In the end, i woke up at 8plus...
Today is another court day for me... Can considered one of the last few court dates..
Today is a very painful decision for me cos i need to plead gulity..
This decision might follow me throughout the rest of my life...
Looking at whole situation, i know i'm innocent but have plead gulity...
Inside the courtroom, i sat quietly at one side waiting for my lawyer to have the discussion with the judge..
I just can't believe i have to face this alone...
Final sentence will be on next tue...
When i reach home, my mum asked me how was it...
So i just told her...
Then later around evening time, my mum have a word with me...
She asked what happening to me recently, saying i changed alot and was worried.
I wanted to tell her what's happening but i can't cos i know if i say out, the family will fall....
I hold the truth inside me.........
Then i left the house and drive around....
Wanted to find someone to talk to but most of them are not free...
I don't blame them for that cos sometimes some things have to face ourselves...
In the end i went upper seletar reservoir myself...
At the carpark inside my car, i switch on the music and sat inside thinking through....
For 3 hours... I stand up on my feet again. I know i can't fall down just like that... I have to make the promises i make before... I also want to get back the things i lost before... And i make a promise to myself, from now onwards, i will quit drinking....
As saying goes,
"Tears: The hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine water-power."
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"A SiCk MaN In CoUrT RoOm...."
Today is very awful day for me...
In the morning around 3am, i've been vomitting almost every hour since that time...
Its very awful..can't get a good sleep..
Hao xin ku...
In the end, i woke up at 8plus...
Today is another court day for me... Can considered one of the last few court dates..
Today is a very painful decision for me cos i need to plead gulity..
This decision might follow me throughout the rest of my life...
Looking at whole situation, i know i'm innocent but have plead gulity...
Inside the courtroom, i sat quietly at one side waiting for my lawyer to have the discussion with the judge..
I just can't believe i have to face this alone...
Final sentence will be on next tue...
When i reach home, my mum asked me how was it...
So i just told her...
Then later around evening time, my mum have a word with me...
She asked what happening to me recently, saying i changed alot and was worried.
I wanted to tell her what's happening but i can't cos i know if i say out, the family will fall....
I hold the truth inside me.........
Then i left the house and drive around....
Wanted to find someone to talk to but most of them are not free...
I don't blame them for that cos sometimes some things have to face ourselves...
In the end i went upper seletar reservoir myself...
At the carpark inside my car, i switch on the music and sat inside thinking through....
For 3 hours... I stand up on my feet again. I know i can't fall down just like that... I have to make the promises i make before... I also want to get back the things i lost before... And i make a promise to myself, from now onwards, i will quit drinking....
As saying goes,
"Tears: The hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine water-power."